11/9/11

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It’s been ten years.  How easily we forget this day.

marilla:

This is Jonathan Briley, the Falling Man, in a Postsecret postcard.
“Regarding the social and cultural significance of ‘The Falling Man’, theologian Mark D. Thompson of Moore Theological College says that ‘perhaps the most powerful image of despair at the beginning of the twenty-first century is not found in art, or literature, or even popular music. It is found in a single photograph.’”
My family and I had moved to New York City from Ohio two months ago. My dad had started a new job at One World Financial Center. He was down the block when it happened, but I didn’t put the pieces together. I’m not sure that I even knew where he worked.
Our Social Studies teacher, Ms. Mayer, announced it in class before our principal did on the intercom. She had dirty streaked blonde hair and always told jokes to make us laugh. That was the only day she cried.
Mom eventually joined me at home that day. I don’t remember her crying but I remember the look on her face. Dad came home later that night. He said that he had walked across the Queensboro bridge. “If you watch the screen for the people running away, you’ll probably see me.” It didn’t occur to me that the look on my mom’s face was her getting ready for the possibility that Dad wouldn’t come home.
The next morning, I got ready for school. I walked past streets of houses. A man came outside and looked at me. “Where are you going?” He asked. I told him. “No one’s going to school today. Don’t you get it?” I didn’t. I’m still not sure that I do.

It’s been ten years.  How easily we forget this day.

marilla:

This is Jonathan Briley, the Falling Man, in a Postsecret postcard.

“Regarding the social and cultural significance of ‘The Falling Man’, theologian Mark D. Thompson of Moore Theological College says that ‘perhaps the most powerful image of despair at the beginning of the twenty-first century is not found in art, or literature, or even popular music. It is found in a single photograph.’”

My family and I had moved to New York City from Ohio two months ago. My dad had started a new job at One World Financial Center. He was down the block when it happened, but I didn’t put the pieces together. I’m not sure that I even knew where he worked.

Our Social Studies teacher, Ms. Mayer, announced it in class before our principal did on the intercom. She had dirty streaked blonde hair and always told jokes to make us laugh. That was the only day she cried.

Mom eventually joined me at home that day. I don’t remember her crying but I remember the look on her face. Dad came home later that night. He said that he had walked across the Queensboro bridge. “If you watch the screen for the people running away, you’ll probably see me.” It didn’t occur to me that the look on my mom’s face was her getting ready for the possibility that Dad wouldn’t come home.

The next morning, I got ready for school. I walked past streets of houses. A man came outside and looked at me. “Where are you going?” He asked. I told him. “No one’s going to school today. Don’t you get it?” I didn’t. I’m still not sure that I do.

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24/12/09

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“A world without love is a dangerous place.”  Helen Fisher

Please watch!

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18/12/09

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uploaded new photos onto flickr!  need to practice! no real improvement. maybe after finals :D

uploaded new photos onto flickr!  need to practice! no real improvement. maybe after finals :D

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15/12/09

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me? incompetent? are you kidding me?

leesaahh:

Today, my mom asked me (this whole conversation was in Cantonese) “If I was to die today, how would you deal with the situation and take care of the family, especially Gary, your little brother?”

And in all seriousness, I answered “Well, I’d rearrange my classes so I’d be able to make breakfast and send off Elaine and  Gary to school, take up a part-time job in the afternoon, make sure I’d be home to be able to make dinner, do all the chores, laundry and whatnots during the weekends, and basically give up my social life.”

Then my mom looks at me and then responds with, “Yeah, I don’t think you’ll be able to actually do that. You’re too incompetent for that.”

My mind, literally, blew up in a fit of annoyance and borderline rage. Then that conversation went downhill, not that it was even going good in the beginning with that kind of conversation starter.

Really? Incompetent? Did you get that idea from me when I washed the dishes? When I did the laundry? When I translated for you for every parent-teacher conference, meetings and non-Chinese person you see?  For going to college? Oh. From not picking up my socks. wow. yeah. I’m really incompetent.

When I have my own apartment and working in crime lab, I show YOU who is incompetent.

they should make a show called, “Parents Say the Darnest Things”

lisa, you’re awesome.

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02/12/09

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so sad

i became a politics major only to learn that people with any amount of power just want more of it. well that and money.  splendid!

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01/12/09

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fishforpeople:

Revelation 21:4

i always loved this verse.  =)

viviaaaan:

fishforpeople:

Revelation 21:4

i always loved this verse.  =)

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24/11/09

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singleness

Is it just me, or do you guys ever feel like parts of society, especially asian christian communities, tend to emphasize “preparing single women/men for marriage” versus emphasizing the most intimate love we could ever experience with Christ?  Maybe that’s why so many people, christian or not, feel that without romance, life is bland, not worth living, etc.  we get so hung up.  even in the christian communities, we are emphasizing marriage with someone on earth versus the marriage we already have with Christ.  That’s agitating.

Singles out there, God is calling you to serve him in your singleness!  To love him with all of your heart, soul, mind, and strength, and to love your neighbors as yourself— and yes, that means to love yourself with the love that God has for you— to see your worth and your neighbor’s worth firmly grounded in God and not in other things.  Let’s stop trying to “search”.  Do what it is God has called you to do today, at this very hour, whether it’s showing his love to someone through your words or through your actions.  If God calls you to marriage at some point in your life, so be it.  If that happens, then you can serve him in marriage with your partner.  But right now, focus on how to be a blessing for him in your singleness.

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21/11/09

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so smat

did you ever write something “smart” for class, and then go back to read it, and go, “what the heck how did i do that?”  just had that moment.  too bad the paper i’m writing now will not elicit the same sort of response.

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16/11/09

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11/11/09

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wonder

Something I’ve always wondered about, and I really shouldn’t take the time to expound on this any further because I need to study but… Why is it that people always seem so put together?  Why do we have to put up that front?  I mean, it’s obviously impractical to expect a society to function appropriately if all we do is focus on the not-okay part of us.  But, I was just thinking about it because a classmate came up to me today and said, “Wow you’re so put together,” and all I could do was laugh in her face (which i felt bad about later on).  I guess my question is more why we feel we have to pretend that we’re always okay?

anyway, off to studying.

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